Have had the honour of answering the question "why do you do this?" a few times.
After this first month it has become easier and more obvious to me what the answer is: It's just an interesting lifestyle with a different meaning to life. But it took at least the first three weeks to sink in.
I'm nearly through the forest. Somewhere between 400-500 km through the biggest forest of Scandinavia, part of the taiga belt. Today I got a glimpse of the mountains I'm heading for: Trysil. It was a moment never to forget. I spend so much time looking for beauti in every small detail and push myself to look inwards and to find peace. But to see the mountains today felt rewarding like never before on this adventure.
This forest has taught me one thing: Norway has a minority of Finnish people who migrated from around 16th century. These are reffered to as "forest finns". They farmed the forests I've been wandering through in a very specific way by cutting down the forest to sell the wood and build cabins, then burn the rest down to create ash to plant their crops in. This specific crop is something that the famous Danish tv farmer, Frank, has integrated on his farm: svedig rug.
It's amazing how these finish guys have moved around up here so far away from everything. I stayed in a 100 year old left house and it was like living in a creepy spooky museum.
One room was quite okay. Once I fired up the old wood stove all the ants left the building and I could sleep safe and sound
Seriously, everyone is so obsessed about mountain peaks these days. I believe for me to choose the lowlands and slowly approach the mountains has been very interesting. So many animals and so much to learn about the people, migration routes, second world war and the refugees. I've felt the people's hate to the predators that have taken their land and learned a thing or two about bears, wolves, moose, lynx and wolverine. To my surprise i have not seen a single squirrel? Seems strange..
old Finnish guy from the forest showed me what he found: the "plug" of the bear; the bear builds up constipation before going into hibernation, thus he doesn't have to wake up shit. In spring he has to push it out and the old man explained how the bear had scratched down trees and ripped up the ground around him.
It's great to live... to live to live to live and not to live to be someone you're expected to be, someone you want to be because it fits into the group of people you want to be among or someone you have to be because you can't break free. A privilege hard to grasp. But I feel it everyday and it doesn't feel like I didn't deserve it, because it comes with a lot of hard work in the package. That's one main important thing that my kayak, biking and this hiking expedition has in common. It's the "humble" and low budget approach that helps me justify to live a privileged life. Even though many people say that I don't have to feel this way.. then that's what I do.

I listen to a whole bunch of podcasts, all in Danish. It provides me with some kind of feeling that I would describe with "belongingness". Everything I listen to I can relate to. It gives me a feeling that the coolness of Copenhagen is always waiting for me to come have fun with my friends. Speaking on the phone with relatives does the same. Thus, I'm not that lonely. Just momentarily. And who isn't a bit lonely every now or then? It's a way to charge energy for me anyways thus the contrast is beneficial I think.
When not conquering mountain peaks but camping deep in the forest ive tried to really dive into the different flowers or see how the light breaks through the water surface or to just stare long and intensely on some insects. The ecstatic aesthetics in the microverse-life. There is much to appreciate other than adrenaline-peaks and good skiing.
All in all; this is it. This is the shit and I'm living it now. This may sound arrogant and full of hubris but I'm very aware of the endless mountains ahead of me. Just gotta keep focus and not fuck it all up. Fingers crossed!
Great to hear another update! We've sat on one of those double shitters on the Kungsleden, great for socializing ;) Mountains in Trysil look almost snow free. Still heaps of snow around here. Love the photos, hopefully catch you on the trail later this summer!
SvarSletClaudia and John, thanks for writing me. Actually wrote your names in my diary today as I was wondering for how long you'd be able to work on the mountain. However, reach out when you're done. Would be awesome to have you with me. Btw looks like you've been on some epic missions yourself :-) see ya
SletHey Rune, thanks for sharing, it's nice of you to take us a bit with you through blogging. It sounds like a great adventure with a lot of thinking-time :-) Best from Jens Iversen
SvarSletÅh ja den her tur er unik med tanke på det at være alene med naturen og sindet. Ved du hvad, det er sgu lidt sjovt, Jens. Men når først jeg har været igennem alle "frustrationerne" fra det sidste års tid, så tænker jeg sgu mest tilbage på alle de gode stunder fra ca. 10 års-alderen og op til begyndelsen af gymnasiet. Dig og Kristian har jo været med til at skabe så mange gode minder, og de står så skarpt som aldrig før. Det er fantastisk at drømme sig tilbage, og det hjælper med at se frem. Håber du har det godt og hils endelig. En dag må vi da sætte os ned og spille en omgang aztec eller prøve at besøge en CS konkurrence live. Kan mærke jeg allerede trækker alvorligt på smilebåndene nu, næsten helt krampagtigt.
SletGood to read, you are doing well. You live the life you like. Me too, so at least, I like to reed about it. Ganbate!
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